Casual observations in my realm are that more are gradually waking up but the few that are, seem to be in the bewildered stage somewhere between disbelief and panic. Knowing now that things aren’t exactly as they seemed but not sure what to do. It makes for some bizarre behavior in some. Reluctant to admit they were wrong about…you name it, vax, money, woke, WEF, politics, etc., but now at least asking questions and taking baby steps.
Are the awakenings large enough or soon enough to make a difference? I hope so but honestly I don’t think so. If there is any positive its that conversations that we’ve been trying to have for years are now starting to gradually happen. We must be close huh?
Then the other side of me thinks, if it took them all this time to just figure out there was a problem, despite all of the evidence, then that’s pretty pathetic.
I’ll help them if they ask, but honestly I don’t want to be around them in a crisis. A few I won’t have any choice with but most I do. That saddens me.
Most of us are 3 to 10 years ahead of them in every possible way but most importantly in questioning narratives, taking action and having a plan. Maybe even the ability to alter our thinking or plans as events or evidence leads another direction?
Having insurance policies and providing for my families future give me great comfort and removes much of the stress. That’s my antidepressant and in the grand scheme of things, it didn’t cost me that much or fuck up my head in other ways. Taking a break from the news and several steps back from social media helps me greatly too.
This segues to another thing that I’m figuring out…just how many people around me are on anti-depressants. Way more than I thought. Maybe its not a completely recent trend but for some odd reason my awareness of the large numbers are recent. And these numbers seem very high to me.
With some, I could see uncharacteristic changes in behavior but I suspected it was just a reaction to normal life stressors (work, marriage, kids, loss of a loved one, etc.) I suspected a temporary emotional phase they were working through but not the use of anti-depressants.
Others had been on them for years and I had no idea. I’m not shaming anyone on them as they really do seem to help some in the right doses. I’m no doctor but many seem to be pushing them very hard though. Where is that coming from?
The patient in some, maybe many cases seem to be using it as a crutch or coping mechanism for all of life’s ups and downs that every one has to suffer through. It doesn’t seem healthy and some seem to be really leveled out hard in all of their emotions by them. The world falling apart around them doesn’t seem to phase some of them in the slightest.
With two that I know, anxiety has abated but favorite past times and hobbies are of no interest now and social activities are greatly reduced. One friend sleeps most of the day and doesn’t go out much anymore. Completely aberrant to his previous lifestyle. I noticed and tried to have the conversation with him but he waved me off. His wife even reached out to me and told me the back story. I told her she needs to contact his doctor immediately. She is afraid to intervene. It seems a small number are so medicated that they don’t realize how bad their own condition is.
I wonder if this was part of some of some greater scheme all along? Keep the unwashed, sedated, comfortable, unengaged and uncaring.
My buddies wife did say jokingly, he is obviously not himself but he is so much easier to live with. I replied, I guess that’s fine if you want to live with a zombie, you need to take action now.
I wonder how many teachers feel the same way about disruptive students or young boys just being boys?
I wonder how much of the population will go way off the deep end if their med’s are suddenly cut off?
Back to the main topic. Other than real estate, not one of my investments did I jump into in lump sum. Likewise, I’m slowly paring back my equity investments over time. I realize that I’ll probably lose some of it when the music stops for good but I also thought that the GFC and March of 2020 crisis’s were possibly the end game but I stayed in. I’m glad that I didn’t overreact and pull everything back then but now I’m way more in protection mode. Increasingly outside of the rigged game.